feeling lost....

I can't seem to get this blog thing together, I guess I wonder what to write about, and now have realized that I started this blog to write about anything and everything. So today are some thoughts about how I have been feeling. Do you ever feel completely lost? I know there are some other moms out there who definitely get lost in being a mom and all else seems to disappear when you have kids. Where did my life go? Was this what I am meant to do with my life?  And I know there is more out there for me I just need to find the motivation to go for it and achieve it in order for me to be truly happy. I want to start this business and yet I talk myself out of it for one reason or another or I simply procrastinate the actual starting of it. I have tons of designs that I draw out and yet I can't seem to get anything going. Sometimes I wish I could just go back and do things all over,  my life would be completely different if I started out with a different outlook on life.